Let's be honest.
Sure, i've been doing more work than normal lately. And normal meaning the occasional A Math tuition homework. But am I actually ready to sit for the Prelims? No.
I've spent the first 4 days of my precious September Hols at JE Library studying. But at a really slow place. I'm always saying that it's the only place conducive for me to study, besides school. However, it's all about DISCIPLINE! I see Jon and Neil sit themselves down and really go through what they have to to do well for their Os, and I ask myself: "I'm a lazy piece of shit!"
Now i'm growing more and more concerned. I really enjoy spending my time with Neil, NickY, Naimah, Clement, NickC, Jenn and Jon at the library. Working till it closes. All those late nights. Their fun and memorable and I just love it.
But FUCK! I've got to really start doing something about my life! Jeez! I WILL NOT FUCKING SCREW UP MY O LEVELS!